Tuesday November 14, 2023

Goodnight friends! Expansive cold blue sky, a fabulous brief far-off rainbow circling half the sky in clear empty air. Broad yellow linden leaves, glossy-wet and earth scented from rain overnight, clung to my boots as I walked. Low-slung clouds turned gorgeous rose pink as the sun sank.

Mood dipped today, pain flares registering consciously a bit less as I grow accustomed to the effects of the cold, but my emotions still wobble with the distress flares my nerves send up, and the sense of helples malaise and disconnection that goes along with them. I did some exercise moved forward a little, but still just didn’t feel right in my body.

May we feel understood and able to express our grief and our joy openly and honestly today!