Thursday February 17, 2022

Goodnight friends! A wild and indecisive day, the buttery, luxurious congealing sunlight looking for all the world like the depths late summer, broken by cold, windblown rattling squalls, fleeting soft-edged columnular rainbows swept aside in minutes by the next interlude.

Latest viewing another disappointment, too much neglect from bad landlords to set right on my budget. More options to look at in the next few days, feeling a sense of dread – dread of the coming exhaustion, dread of not being able to find anywhere to live, of not being able to choose, of making the wrong choice. Trying to name it, see it without judgment, let it pass

May we find balance and harmony in our lives today!