Thursday April 15, 2021

Goodnight friends! Another day of slow improvement and cautiously expanding my activities. Tiring out very fast, and slipping into hollows of exhaustuin, but no deep pits of sudden, painful vertigo and fatigue. Writing very late today again because of how long its been taking to recover from each activity.

A vast, cool blue morning that slowly clouded over hour by hour, not enough to feel overcast but light flattened and smoothed rather that the shimmering, pulse-quickening glare that sharpens edges and turns clustering blossoms into one wide blur of colour.

May we accept all the emotions that flow through us, finding purpose and focus through our anger today!