Goodnight friends! Fair and clear over most of the day, only short drifting spells of heavy leaden cloud, none resting for too long. Temperatures generally around 15°c too, so all in all fair and sweet weather, though even a warm day has that Autumn feeling, whenever even a soft gust rises it rises up with a harsh edge, the feeling of a repressed snarl in its throat as it prowls past. All of a sudden 6pm has become late, near total dark closing in before 7. I saw silent, fast-flitting shapes among dark willows that could have been bats, and a badger galloped across the dim road right in font of me, low-slung body seesawing and claws clicking on tarmac.
Sleep schedule, and the pattern of my days generally in freefall – the backlash from going out yesterday adding to the confusion, though I am glad I got out and made an effort and met new people. Being hit by long, crushing bouts of pain, left dazed and sickened. Drained.
May we find rest and healing today!
