Monday June 2, 2025

Goodnight friends! Bright, and mostly clear with scattered pale grey rags and banners. Having to draw the blinds sometimes against the dazzling sun in my current state of exhausted photosensitivity. The air feels thick, breezes languid and half-hearted. Green haws swelling in the thorny hedges. Bees roving in great variety, menacing fork-spiked ladybird larvae all over the lindens.

A lot of pain and deep drowsy exhaustion, not much to it but to accept shat I knew was coming and relax through the heavy backlash of malaise. A very small stumble of a walk with my girlfriend, and overwise cautiously transferring from bed to sofa and back made up most of the day.

May we find moments of easy gentleness and casual intimacy today!

Image ID: Photo of spent blackberry flowers, star shaped calyxes curling back and their stamens curling dry brown nests around the first glossy green signs of swelling clusters of druplets.