Monday January 22, 2023

Goodnight friends! The sky a mobile rippling patchwork, patchy showers, mountainous iron grey clouds tumbling amid blue, gilt-edged by afternoon light. Much warmer, 10°c feeling almost balmy despite continuing bustle and bluster of wind. Bright green lance-tips sprout from sheltered drifts of brown leaves.

Spacy and scattered after walking further than usual yesterday and sleeping patchily due to rain and damp. A gloomy stressful feeling of helplessness came over me for a while as I made basic mistakes all day, some of which will take a while to put right. I compensated a little unwisely for that sense of low efficacy by doing some strenuous housework, successfully raising my mood but tanking my energy level for the rest of the day.

May we work to think and act from kindness and self-compassion today!