Goodnight friends! By and large it’s still blazing, clear, gorgeous high mid 20°c weather that hones edges to crystal clarity and marbles every path with blotchy dancing shadows. A few more stubborn passages of grey and a persistent wind that, though dry and warm, holds a faint back of the throat taste of sodden earth and slow decay. Feral cyclamens like pale lilac paper lanterns and dainty hawksbit have sprung up among grey and russet leaf litter.
Mood ricocheting up and down, stubborn pockets of stess springing up whenever I don’t have the energy and focus to keep my mind busy. Preparing to take a heavy hit of several hundred pounds as boiler repairs drag on, just when I least feel like I have the attention or security to deal with it. On.th either hand I’m feeling like that ebullient wave of drawing inspiration I was so scared of losing seems to have become part of the norm for me now, even when my mood is shaken and my thoughts unsteady I’m able to make a little progress.
May we find grace, acceptance and solidarity today!
