Goodnight friends! Flat and mentally drained again. Didn’t sleep well due to lingering pain, and not feeling much motivation. Creeping periods of leaden paralysis, and a general feeling of frustration and boredom for much of the day at feeling so stuck.
Thankfully after a bloodless grey start the world brightened later in the day. By evening, when I managed to get out, the burnished copper sky, with pink and citric sunset and delicate wood-shaving cresent moon, was gorgeous. The fields smelled sweet from their mowing, and haybales wrapped in black plastic seemed like the backs of great slumbering beetles in the thickening dusk.
May we find rest and healing today!