Goodnight friends! Doing my best today to keep still and let recovery happen – years of needing to tune out some percentage of my bodily sensation to be able to do anything makes it, maybe paradoxically, difficult to react sensibly to regular cold-and-flu like symptoms. Possibly being very low key has been helping, or possibly things are just heading along their natural progression. Hard to tell, of course, things have fluctuated a bunch. A greater sense of wellbeing could be deceptive.
The weather was similar to yesterday, a velvety translucent sky painted in the shifting ambiguous colours of morning, a false promise that sank and thickened into a dim dirty snow grey and rained feebly but persistently through most of the afternoon.
May we find greater self-awareness and flexibility in our thinking and reactions today!
