Goodnight friends! Still and chilly, clouds never quite parting and a few drifting keyhole spots of sunlight quickly dimming come afternoon. Wind didn’t rise until after dark, bringing a slow cold drumming of rain with it, long lonely wails in the dark ushering in the shortening day and the end of October.
Felt super drained again today, deep feverish joint pain and listlessness. The first day in a long while I’ve felt totally unable to get out of the house even for a little bit. At least I slept a lot better than recently, much of which was due to my girlfriend sleeping over, but my really poor sleep over the past week will take a while to recover from. We spent a slow morning and afternoon together as well, a gentle reconnection, some welcome distraction and a chance to talk and check in on how to manage together as things get harder for me over autumn and winter.
May we find and share openness and trust today!
