Wednesday February 23, 2022

Goodnight friends! Head spinning, not just with the last shreds of my nausea attack but with anxiety and fatigue too, back to the paralyzing confusion and exhaustion of house viewings. I’m finding the process taking even beyonwhat I imagined, especially as it drags on. Generally all my stamina seems to be drawn from the same shallow pool, so the more I have to walk and move around the less clear my thinking is, and the harder time I have making decisions.

Frigid winds, thin, whipping rain and roiling skies, half curdled grey, half stark, acid-height blue.

May we deal gently and compassionately with our doubts and fears today!