Tuesday December 14, 2021

Goodnight friends! A taut cling-film skin of tension building in the air still. A few brief, fleeting moments of blue but for most of the day clouds were.close and low and a greasy, grungy nicotine stain hue.

Feeling like I might have put myself on the verge of tipping down over into a mini relapse. Not so much that any individual symptom seems overwhelming, but more that everything seems to be swelling at once – a single discordant ochestral roar of pain, cognitive, fatigue and other issues leaving me feeling battered and totally lacking in motivation. Trying to take the best care of myself that I can, everything very slow, to forestall any unnecessary stress and hopefully bounce back tomorrow.

May we find growth and renewal today!