Saturday October 17, 2021

Goodnight friends! A powdery gloaming greyness hung overhead most of the day, sluggish brown tint to the light and slow suffocating damp pressure, feeling much colder than it was. Around the first pinkish afternoon edges of long twilight though things began to open up. Clouds combed out into long thin lilac strips, treetops doubly gold with their own colours overlayed by raking amber light. Raggedly feathery white towers of budding ink caps jut up from the grass.

Generally very heavy and fatigued today, not feeling able to do much beyond what felt essential to keep me going. Not enough stamina left to do things that feel like progress at the moment, like supplemental little bits of exercise on off days, but hoping to keep up my twice weekly workouts whenever I can.

May we recognise our own efforts, and build a sense of inner contentment and self respect today!